Feral AF
30 days to become a feral-as-fuck mother.
What is Feral AF?
It’s everyday motherhood as ceremony. Every bee-sting, tummy-ache, and Lego underfoot cues the beating of the drum, Your mom-triggers become portals to ancient mothering. Hallelujah, the mess is the medicine.
30 days. 4 one-hour workshops. A private Telegram chat with daily drops. DIY digital workbook prompts. Come live or catch it later. $33 until June 1. A priceless insurance policy on your commitment to the sacred.
I want to speak to the mother who already knows.
The one who feels the bad dream before your child wakes up crying. Who looks up at the moon a little longer than most. Who feel her great-great-grandmother in her bones. Who knows the power of gathering with women and the potency of loving her children.
You have a strong sense of lineage. You desire to strengthen and reside in that connection. To effortlessly channel the grandmothers and walk beside them.
The matriarchal tradition was intentionally suppressed. The archaeological record, the anthropological evidence, and the women’s wisdom for stewarding humanity were covered up. Our earth-given inheritance was taken.
I built Feral AF to take it back.
Lily
I’m a solo mother. I left my son’s father when he was eighteen months old and I’ve been the matriarch of our home ever since. In 2024, his father died of a fentanyl overdose. I continue to steward both of us through that.
I’m a religious studies scholar specializing in wisdom lineages. I trained at Naropa University in the Traditional Eastern Arts department. I’ve been guiding people through transformational experiences since 2005. I spent the last decade and a half helping wellness founders and mission-driven women get their work into the world.
I blend scholarship, hypnotic journeywork, and matriarchal frameworks. Feral AF is a welcome party to my work. The big turn up. The initiation into this yummy, delicious world.
What it is
Feral AF is a 30-day live container. It’s village, temple, and hearth simultaneously.
Over the course of the month you’ll move through four live teachings with me: the preparty kick-off, and then three deeper courses, Still Here, Mother Led Grief, and Modern Body Ancient Wisdom.
These are inheritance practices, trance state journeys woven together with the archaeological, anthropological, and philosophical record of matriarchal wisdom that has been suppressed. You’ll leave each session with the receipts.
Between live sessions you’ll have access to our private Telegram, where I leave voice notes, podcast episodes, songs, and resources continuously through the month. I’ll guide you through a DIY digital workbook designed to move you deeper into your own practice.
What opens during this month is a permanent direct line of communication to your ancient foremothers. That channel doesn’t close when the container ends.
What awakens
An awakened motherhood is an unlock to life’s great riches. It’s your gifts fused with your motherhood. The psychic, the intuitive, the witchy part of you was never separate from the mother part of you. It’s an onramp in the matriarchal tradition. Feral AF is where that reunification of self happens.
The container
THE CONTAINER
The Preparty — kicks off June 1 at noon EST with a live call with me. This is where we begin.
Still Here — the first deep dive.
Mother Led Grief — for mothers navigating transitions, divorce, home life changes, fatherlessness, loss, and the grief of being human in a hard world.
Modern Body Ancient Wisdom — the full activation. Where the scholarship and the somatic meet.
Private Telegram — voice notes, music, resources, me. Throughout the month.
DIY Digital Workbook — yours to move through at your own pace with my guidance.
Hot Seat Session — one additional free session offered at the end of the container in exchange for a video testimonial.
At the close of Feral AF, I will invite you into Feral, The MatriMind: my year-long mother immersion. That is where we go deeper, longer, together.
Pricing
$33 until June 1
$111 from June 1 through June 21
$297 from June 22 when the full container opens
The preparty price exists because I want the women who feel the pull right now to come in now. Trust that.